Thursday, December 29, 2011

A man and confession (2)

The night began at cybercafé between 2.00 a.m to 3.00 a.m in Malaysia, when a man realizes to confess his feeling to a girl. He knew that he didn’t need to confess because this girl is close to “ustazah”. This girl always helps him, motivates him, and also consoles him. These happen in certain direction. Sometimes this girl motivates him indirectly to keep her personality as a future “ustazah”. She’s studying far away from Malaysia. But that isn’t an obstacle for a man to confess his feeling because we are living in technology era. This man is known as a rocker eventhough he is taking religious course in a local university.

Then, a night became amusing when a man had stay in front of his rented PC for 20 minute earlier to make a preparation as a “confessor”. Next to him is his friend who is sitting to chat. chatting started.This man tried to drag the time longer by asking irrelevant questions to her through yahoo messenger. He asked about her studies there, and other stuffs. No one knew that he was nervous and shaking including his friend, sitting next to him. He managed to find a sentence that suits for his confession in yahoo instant message. He typed “sebenarnye aku suka kat kau”. Then, he relaxed for a while to breath. Accidentally, his friend who saw the sentence, just press the button “enter” and the words were on yahoo instant message. The time stopped for a few seconds. Both of them didn’t reply nor respond in the instant message.

After few seconds, the girl replied with a question “betol ke ni?”. And he replied with the word “YES”. Then the question continued “kenapa aku”. The man didn’t type this “cinta tidak mengenal orang” instead, he replied with “aku suka kau sebab kau baik, bagus n dah lame ak pendam dan bla bla bla”. The girl who was recognized as future “ustazah” replied “ takpa la..kita belajar dulu ye…”. But the man replied “ jangan bagitau sape2 tau..segan”. And the replied is “ tak,aku tak gtau sape2”. And this conversation continued as a normal conversation till the clock 3.00 a.m.

In the morning at 7.30 a.m, the man updated his facebook by writing “yes.. Finally”. The girl who saw that status commented. He finally confessed to a person he loves. But he didn’t know what the girl feels about him. A tough moments for this man. Then, the girl keeps in touch with this man constantly. The girl uploaded his picture in her blog after had been challenged by this man to upload. But the man still didn’t know about the girl’s feeling about him.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011


When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothin' else
He'd trade the world
For a good thing he's found
If she is bad, he can't see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he puts her down

When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Trying to hold on to what he needs
He'd give up all his comforts
And sleep out in the rain
If she said that's the way
It ought to be

When a man loves a woman
I give you everything I've got (yeah)
Trying to hold on
To your precious love
Baby please don't treat me bad

When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see

Yes when a man loves a woman
I now exactly how he feels
'Cause baby, baby, baby
I am a man
When a man loves a woman

Saturday, November 19, 2011

i don't know

Am I do anything right? No, you don’t”. Some people always ask this question because of unacceptable reasons. They feel guilty doing something oppose from their real attitude. Night clubs, free fights, free clothing, making a mess and anything that related to these examples. They always feel bored, don’t have motive, lack of attitude and always alone. Why? They experience their life is just a life, nothing challenging, to them it’s a just simple life, feel stressed because of work and fed up with friends. This is happening to me. When I think of these, I realize that I need someone who can take away all the burdens from me and fill up my imbalance space. The person that I need is someone who can give me motivations and support when I’m in trouble. But I still doubt that I need to have a courtship with girl or not. I don’t want to make a girl always cry and listen to my problems then; I always leave her for my work. I abandon her because I am busy. That’s why this question forced out from my mind “am I do anything right?” and I answered this question myself “no, you don’t”.

So, next question is out. “What I really need for my life?” so the answer is “I don’t even know”. This is because life doesn’t have a vision and mission to be realized if you are giving up for your life. It is better to say that to yourself. To rise up your aspiration, what you need to do is always share the problems with the person who care. Not the person you need. Either they are friends or family. Then, you should have a tide relationship with god (ALLAH) and Never far away from HIM. Reciting the Al-Quran, always remember what is allowed and prohibited for you. Try to behave in all actions. Always praying and do all the good deeds. The needs of your life will come out if you realize the purpose of your life. I hope…

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

calms before storms

In War : Resolution,

In Defeat : Defiance,

In Victory : Magnanimity,

In Peace : Goodwill.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

A man and the confession

He never thought that he will confess that words directly. As a human being, he was recognized as a very brutal and mean person. But for the woman he loves, he became very gentle and also shy person. This story starts when he went out with that girl to watch “nurkasih the movie” together. Throughout the road to the movie, they were chatting about anything .

A few moments later, they took a break and continued their stories. That girl didn’t even know what the real intention of that man. She kept wondering what will happened next. In nervous position, blur mind, with less action, Nothing much to do and keep on talking. And sometimes she asked him why he still looks nervous and shaky to answer any question from her. Deep from the heart, confession plan. He tried to drag the time so he can calmly confess. Sometimes, he asked the beautiful girl if she wants to order any desert. Just to make time longer. try to hide his nervous, he grabbed a spoon tightly to confess. It took about two hours for him to arrange his words. They were in a restaurant, Not just normal restaurant, it is a very special restaurant where is Very Memorial place for them.

When the time comes, he finally confessed to the girl. “sebenarnya aku sukakan kau” that is the confession he made. He worried if his love just an unrequited love. Unexpectedly, the girl told him that she had fallen in love since the 1st meeting, but scared to confess and tell. She thought that guys just prefer hot girls, not like her who is humble and courteous person. Even the girl is older than him, he still to hook up with her. Because of one reason: LOVE. He was taking a deep breath after he expressed his feeling. His Heart beats turned normal and the girl sit on the chair speechless. Both of them feel just like staying in paradise where only they are alone without any distraction, interruption and disturbance.

At the last moment, they were walking side by side, and keep talking together… Like a saying those, Love from one side hurts, but love from two sides heals. When your turn comes, don’t miss it. Grab it!!...

Thursday, June 23, 2011


In my consequences, making decision after 2.00 am might bring to the wrong and unacceptable decision. As I know, our brain might work for 6 hours straight. After that, any struggle and over-usage of the mind might be unstable, chaotic thinking, stressed, and also depressed. In memorizing facts or surah, you can memorize a lot, but there is no benefit memorizing after 2.00 am. Naturally, after 2.00 am, men should sleep and rest because ALLAH has made night as our rest time. It has been stated in Al-Quran, surah al-naml verse 86:

أَلَمْ يَرَوْا أَنَّا جَعَلْنَا اللَّيْلَ لِيَسْكُنُوا فِيهِ وَالنَّهَارَ مُبْصِرًا إِنَّ فِي ذَلِكَ لآيَاتٍ لِقَوْمٍ يُؤْمِنُونَ (٨٦)

“See they not that, we have made the night for them to rest in and the day to give them light? Verily in this are sign for any people they believe.” (27:86)

Some people may experience or believe that making a decision after 2.00 am might be a wrong time for it. Most of them can think critically during this time, but their expectations are foul. Some people can think deeply and wisely because they had been trained but who are they? The Armies. They are trained to be like that because any possibility can happen and need to be done smoothly and planned quickly. Therefore, if people just like us want to make decision after 2.00 am, we should be trained. As a civilian, we should think before 2.00 a.m... If you are really need to think after 2.00 a.m., make sure you completed the entire given task.

1) Sleep before 10 p.m. and wake up at to 2.00 a.m.

2) “Plan and decide” before 2.00 a.m. and “do” it after 2.00 a.m.

3) Discuss with partner, don’t ever thinking alone.

4) Train yourself everyday….ha3..

So, any decision should be done before 2.00 am or you can continue to make it tomorrow morning!!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Hikmat Berdiam Diri

Manusia berbicara setiap masa. Bicara yang baik akan membawa keselamatan dan kebaikan kpd manusia. Jika bicara tidak mengikut adabnya, manusia akan merana di dunia dan di akhirat. Di dunia akan dibenci oleh manusia lain manakala di akhirat bicara yang menyakiti hati org lain akan menyebabkan kita terseksa kekal abadi di dalam neraka Allah SWT. Bagi mereka yg beriman, lidah yg dikurniakan oleh Allah itu tidak digunakan utk berbicara sesuka hati dan sia-sia. Sebaliknya digunakan utk mengeluarkan mutiara-mutiara yg berhikmah. Oleh itu, DIAM adalah benteng bagi lidah manusia drp mengucapkan perkataan yang sia-sia.
1. Sebagai ibadah tanpa bersusah payah.
2. Perhiasan tanpa berhias.
3. Kehebatan tanpa kerajaan.
4. Benteng tanpa pagar.
5. Kekayan tanpa meminta maaf kpd orang.
6. Istirehat bagi kedua malaikat pencatat amal.
7. Menutupi segala aib. Hadis2 Rasullulah mengena! i kelebihan diam yg bermaksud:
* "Barangsiapa yg banyak perkataannya, nescaya banyaklah silapnya. Barangsiapa yg banyak silapnya, nescaya banyaklah dosanya. Dan barangsiapa yg banyak dosanya, nescaya neraka lebih utama baginya". ( RW ABU NAIM ) * "Barangsiapa yg beriman kpd Alah dan Hari Akhirat, maka hendaklah ia berkata yg baik atau diam". ( RW BUKHARI & MUSLIM )
* "Barangsiapa diam maka ia terlepas dr bahaya". ( RW AT-TARMIZI )

Madah Dari Hukama:

Manusia tidak akan dapat mengalahkan syaitan kecuali dgn diam. Jalan yg terbaik ialah diam kalau kita tidak dapat bercakap! kearah perkara2 yg baik. Bicara yg baik adalah lambang hati yang baik dan bersih yang bergantung kpd kekuatan iman pada diri manusia.