Thursday, December 29, 2011

A man and confession (2)

The night began at cybercaf√© between 2.00 a.m to 3.00 a.m in Malaysia, when a man realizes to confess his feeling to a girl. He knew that he didn’t need to confess because this girl is close to “ustazah”. This girl always helps him, motivates him, and also consoles him. These happen in certain direction. Sometimes this girl motivates him indirectly to keep her personality as a future “ustazah”. She’s studying far away from Malaysia. But that isn’t an obstacle for a man to confess his feeling because we are living in technology era. This man is known as a rocker eventhough he is taking religious course in a local university.

Then, a night became amusing when a man had stay in front of his rented PC for 20 minute earlier to make a preparation as a “confessor”. Next to him is his friend who is sitting to chat. chatting started.This man tried to drag the time longer by asking irrelevant questions to her through yahoo messenger. He asked about her studies there, and other stuffs. No one knew that he was nervous and shaking including his friend, sitting next to him. He managed to find a sentence that suits for his confession in yahoo instant message. He typed “sebenarnye aku suka kat kau”. Then, he relaxed for a while to breath. Accidentally, his friend who saw the sentence, just press the button “enter” and the words were on yahoo instant message. The time stopped for a few seconds. Both of them didn’t reply nor respond in the instant message.

After few seconds, the girl replied with a question “betol ke ni?”. And he replied with the word “YES”. Then the question continued “kenapa aku”. The man didn’t type this “cinta tidak mengenal orang” instead, he replied with “aku suka kau sebab kau baik, bagus n dah lame ak pendam dan bla bla bla”. The girl who was recognized as future “ustazah” replied “ takpa la..kita belajar dulu ye…”. But the man replied “ jangan bagitau sape2 tau..segan”. And the replied is “ tak,aku tak gtau sape2”. And this conversation continued as a normal conversation till the clock 3.00 a.m.

In the morning at 7.30 a.m, the man updated his facebook by writing “yes.. Finally”. The girl who saw that status commented. He finally confessed to a person he loves. But he didn’t know what the girl feels about him. A tough moments for this man. Then, the girl keeps in touch with this man constantly. The girl uploaded his picture in her blog after had been challenged by this man to upload. But the man still didn’t know about the girl’s feeling about him.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011


When a man loves a woman
Can't keep his mind on nothin' else
He'd trade the world
For a good thing he's found
If she is bad, he can't see it
She can do no wrong
Turn his back on his best friend
If he puts her down

When a man loves a woman
Spend his very last dime
Trying to hold on to what he needs
He'd give up all his comforts
And sleep out in the rain
If she said that's the way
It ought to be

When a man loves a woman
I give you everything I've got (yeah)
Trying to hold on
To your precious love
Baby please don't treat me bad

When a man loves a woman
Deep down in his soul
She can bring him such misery
If she is playing him for a fool
He's the last one to know
Loving eyes can never see

Yes when a man loves a woman
I now exactly how he feels
'Cause baby, baby, baby
I am a man
When a man loves a woman